bumpy week

Last week has been a very emotional week for me.

I've got all my masters-application results and got rejected to all. Well, actually there were two universities that extended their offers to me but without the Erasmus Mundus scholarships, which means, no point of pondering over it because the main quest was actually for the scholarship. I was in a mixed feelings as I did pray to Allah that if this further studies is good for me, my family and our future, it will be a piece of cake for me to get the scholarship, and vice versa. So, I guess this is one of Allah's ways of answering my prayers.

Han is now in Salt Lake City, Utah attending the Novell conference. He left me and Amin here with my parents. I can't talk much about it because I'm rather upset that we didn't have a lot of money, or else we will be able to afford the flight ticket and tag along. This is not the first time he went on a business trip. He left for Korea 2 weeks after I delivered Amin, and I was so stressed out at that time but I think I had to sit that one out because the timing was horrible. But now, when the timing is right, there's always another issue comes popping up. Money.

We have the money. Yes, actually we do. But due to the fact that our future house is almost completed and will be ready in a month or two, we need to save up the money for moving in and buying stuffs for the new home. Whatever it is, I'm bumped..

Then, there's the great news. I've applied for a higher post grade in another division and my boss has agreed to release me without replacement, meaning that I can go immediately. Yeay! But there's just one more thing that I still have to wait upon, the approval from the management of this division that i am applying to. My future manager just can't wait for me to work with her, but she has to wait for the final approval from her superior.

Urgghh.. waiting is just full of suffering.. it's killing me..
So, now I am currently waiting for :

• Han's call/sms/email.
• New job post- appointed letter.
• The house interest fee waived.
• 5.30pm, so I can go back home..